Talking for the sake of talking. I’m really bored at the moment, and I feel like shit, physically and emotionally. I’m also being irritated by the sound of my sister’s music, and I’m too headachey to listen to my own music. I’m in a very self-pitying mood.
I’ve been ill with swine flu now since Saturday. It was crazy. I got up in the morning and had a sore throat (which oddly kept me awake all night), but I did’t think anything of it. Sore throats happen, and mostly they’re just associted with trivial colds.
Saturday was the day I had planned on going to the Edinburgh festival. I was pretty excited about it, and I wasn’t gonna let some stupid cold ruin it. So I went there, and saw one show before I suddenly started feeling REALLY ill. I got so cold and achey and I desparatly needed to sit down.
I ended up sitting in Starbucks for like an hour and a half, shivering and feeling MASSIVELY sorry for myself. I took some paracetamol, but it didn’t do a whole lot of good. I had to come home early in the end, and did’t get to see the Piccasso exhibition I wanted to see. I’ve been in bed ever since. I”m over the worst now, but God, I have never felt so unwell as I did on Saturday night.
But da schvine flu really isn’t as bad as the media let you believe, and take that from someone with first hand experiance! I’m the first person I know to come down with it, and after 4 days I’m sitting here making a big blog post. My throat hurts, I’m pretty blocked up, my muscles ache a little and I feel very lethargic, but that’s really nothing massive. I think I will get a “I survived swine flu” tshirt.
But moving on from going on and on and on about that, I’ll talk about something else. I’ve went on about having swine flu way too much to everyone I know now. I guess I’ll have made more than a few people think “STFU”. I’M SORRY FOR WHINGING.
In my bedridden boredom I’ve done a few things. Aside from getting pissed off at never having my fucking important and urgent emails replied to (and I’m not gonna bother ranting about that here. No point in getting angry.) I’ve finished TWO books! That’s a big thing for me, you see, because I’m a pretty damn slow reader. Normally I’d take a few weeks on a book at least. I read one within two days. The font was big, but I still saw it as some kind of acehivement (no it wasn’t a children’s book, thank you). One of the books was set in Sweden, and, well, I’m planning on moving there next year. Even though it was a horror and pretty gritty and graphic, it made me want to move there even more! I can’t wait to live in Sweden, dammit! My life feels like one big waiting game at the moment. Do you ever feel like that? I’m sick of waiting on the world. Everything I want involves waiting. Why can’t the world wait on me for a change?
I’m typing really fast right now. WITHOUT MISTAKES. I really must be getting better. It feels like I have energy, though I’m sure if I was to get out of bed I’m be lying here wishing to have a nap within 4 minutes.
ANYWAY, so what else have I done over these past few days? Well, I downloaded a gameboy emulator and decided I’d see what all the fuss about the Final Fantasy games was about. Seemingly, not a lot. I’ve played a few hours of it and it’s feeling very repetative already. Are the PC/PS versions better? I like Japanease RPGs genrally, but I am anything but impressed by FF.
Apart from that, all I have done is sleep, watch random episodes of Friends and poke about on Facebook/play Mafia Wars (which is awesome by the way. You should all play it NOW). I don’t know how I’ve made it to Wednesday without losing the plot. Hopefully I’ll be able to get out of bed tomorrow. Maybe I’ll even make it down the stairs!
If I hadn’t had such a boring few days I’d be able to fill this post with a lot more (which I’m sure you’d love to read), but then again, if I hadn’t had such a boring few days, I doubt I’d be typing out a massive, pointless post anyway.
GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS.
PS – my spell check isn’t working. Forgive me for idiotic mistakes.